Life, Art , and Failure

Piano Concerto No. 2 in C minor, Op. 18: II. Andante sostenuto
Sviatoslav Richter (Piano), Kirill Kondrashin, Moscow Youth Symphony Orchestra/Rachmaninoff Edition - Complete Works

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Sergei Rachmaninoff - Piano Concerto No. 2 in C minor, Op. 18: II. Andante sostenuto
performed by Sviatoslav Richter (Piano), Kirill Kondrashin, Moscow Youth Symphony Orchestra, 1951

Related post: 1st Movement

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You know what…

You know what I absolutely hate in this world? People who have bad thoughts on America’s past. They say how we stole the Indians land. Well first off we bought that land or conquered it off of the French and Mexicans so to be honest if any land was stolen, the Europeans took it first. Also about treating the natives like crap. Any invading army or group who is vicotirous does the same amount of things. The Europeans did it, wonder where the Gauls, the Celts and Iberians went? The same way all old things go, into the history books. What about the Golden Horde, Ming Dynasty, Huns, the Shogunate? All gone, lost to history whether in a poof, or in a bang. Changes were good, but not always pleasant. The natives went the same way. Its just the world is still around to remember it. All conquered people feel the same way though the reservations I agree with how bad they are. 

motorrmouse asked: clicked dashboard on your blog the other day and accidentally unfollowed. Sorry.

That is fine, though I was deeply saddened by such an event.

Last message I will ever post.

Some very sad news (for me) has come about, I have just realized that my blog has just been me talking to an empty room, I have no followers who even care about anything I have ever said, nothing has been even paid attention to in the last two or so weeks, I know I am being all melancholy over here, but that I can deal with, but wait….

 I have not left even a semblence of myself in her life, I am easily forgotten in this, then why should I even do this, not even my biggest supporter doesn’t give a damn whether I succeed or fail in this endeavor. I have no further reason to continue doing what I am doing. All this will ever be is another failure, another waste of my time. Why did I even try this anyway, she has no feelings for me, she never did. All I did was let my mind think otherwise.How can anyone have good feelings about me whether online or in the real world.

Well on a positive note, I guess I could chalk down failed blog on the list of things I did…. but failed, gosh I hate that word, it just rings so true to me.

Ah who even reads these anyways, no one that is who. Well, anyway, peace.

New Idea

I buy Jones Soda a lot lately, and so, here comes this new Idea, Jones Quotes, or messages I find on their bottle caps.                                                                              

Here is the first one: “Your sense of humor will be key to your success”

Best movie ever

The best movie every, in my opinion is The Iron Giant, nothing compared to its awesomeness.